“Mommy, Where Are You?”

Israel Hadar was born in Budapest, Hungary in 1932. When he was 12 years old, he was deported to the Budapest Ghetto with his small brother and sister. Israel had to take his mother's place and care for his brother and sister.

But, Israel was still a child himself. How did he cope with his new role? Israel tried to behave as an adult, but his feelings were still those of a child.

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“Mommy, Where Are You?”

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“ I remember they took Mother away, I was left with my brother and sister. I naively thought my mother would be back the next day. That evening - and this is one of the things I remember most vividly - my sister wanted Mommy. I tucked her in and didn’t know what to prepare for them to eat. I said: Mommy will be back by morning, and I gave them all sorts of things I could find around the house. [..] The next morning I woke up, and Mother was not there. I sat and thought what to do. I am a child. You couldn’t go out, they [the Germans] kept a curfew, and for a few days it wasn’t possible to leave the city at all. They allowed two hours, when food could be brought in.

I knew where Mommy kept some coins, up in the larder. I went there and took some money out. I don’t remember exactly what I bought [..]

The next day - this I do remember - I decided to prepare for them some noodles. In Hungary they are called “Gombus”, balls made from flour, and filled with jam. I remembered Mother used to make them. I started preparing the noodles, put them in a pot, but it came out like one big chunk. I cried so hard: ‘Mommy, where are you? Come back’.”

Israel Hadar, 12 years old, Budapest, Hungary.

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